Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Madness Is The Gift That Has Been Given To Me...

Some say being "creative" or being an "artist" is a waste of time… Or that you'll never go anywhere.

This "madness" that has been given to me,
I'm so thankful for.

I'd rather be crazy with creativity, than anything else in this world.

My favorite is a quote from Alice in Wonderland:

Mad Hatter: "Have I gone mad?"
Alice:  "I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."


I know I'm crazy, but I don't mind.
I just wish people understood.



Food for Thoughts :)

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Words Get Trapped In My Mind...

Words get trapped in my mind…
Sorry I don't take the time to feel the way I do.
'Cause the first day you came into my life,
My time ticks around you.
But then I need your voice,
As a key to unlock all the love that's trapped in me.
So tell me when it's time to say I love you.
All I want is you to understand,
That when I take your hand it's cause I want to.
We are all born in a world of doubt.
But there's not doubt, I figured out, I love you.

Sometimes I go through random Green Day phases.
I can't help it.

I seriously don't even know where to begin.
So much stuff is happening right now.

THE GOOD.
THE BAD.
THE UGLY.

Nothing has really been "Ugly" though…
Not that I know of…

I have three more days left here.
Three more days of dorm life.
Three more days of being a sophomore.
JUST THREE.

I'm not mad about it though.
This summer is going to be great!
I hope so anyways!

I'm trying to focus on the "now" as opposed to the past or the future.
Now is what I can control.
And I'm trying to take control of my life.
I've got goals & I need to make sure they happen!

All in all, it's been a good year!
Thanks BG, it's been fun :)
See ya in a few months ;P

Have a great rest of the week!
& good luck to anyone else with finals left!
(I've got three more before I'm free…)

Food for Thoughts :)

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

This Love Has Taken A Toll On Me...

I just wrote a poem here in this space…
But then I deleted it…

I've lost the will to speak my mind.

I mean, not really.
But kind of.

I don't know how to say what I feel.
I'm scared to say it.
I'm scared to feel.

But to feel is to know that you're alive.
How do I know I'm alive?

What if we're all just in a really intense game of TheSimsRealLife or something ridiculous like that!?

So, I mean, we don't know.

I don't know.

I have zero answers.

I'm just feeling really philosophical right now. Hahaha.

Seriously.

Food for Thoughts :)

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

I Am The One…Lawlz

Everything's always so serious on here.
So I decided to do something fun :)

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

Here Goes!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
"Raise Your Glass"

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
"Jesus of Suburbia"

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"Endless Love"

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"Better Than Before"

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
"You Don't Know (Reprise)"
 [Fun fact: I am re-using this 'quiz' and this is the same song I got last time.. except this time it was the reprise! Hahaha How ironic?!]

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
"Dream a Little Dream"

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"Thriller"

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"3 Small Words"

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
"Somewhere Only We Know"

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"One of The Boys"

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"I Won't Give Up"

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"Big, Blonde & Beautiful"
(… HAHAHAHA)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Today Was A Fairytale"

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"Imagine"

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"Angel, Won't You Call Me?"

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY?
"Anything Goes"

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
"Fat Bottomed Girls"

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"Eli, The Barrow Boy"

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
"Teenage Dream"

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"Lucky"

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
"I Am The One"

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That was a fun game! Play it! :)

Food for Thoughts :)

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Fear or Love Baby, Don't Say The Answer...

"...ACTION'S SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS."
- Jonathan Larson

Remember when I made a New Year's resolution to try and write something every day? Yeah, that didn't happen. But, I still try to write at least something every month.
I mean, it's better than nothing, right?

So much is happening right now & I feel really overwhelmed.
My aunt got me this "Overwhelmed" herbal spray that I put under my tongue & it's supposed to calm me down & "underwhelm" me, I suppose. Haha
I tried it for the first time today.
I think it worked well.
Check out these products here
I really like it.
They have kinds for all types of worries and such!

Life:
Is crazy.
But what can ya do?

School:
That's almost done!
It's awesome!
I've got about four and half weeks left!
I can't believe I've almost got 2 years of college under my belt already!
That's crazy to me!
It's almost time for me to be a real grownup!

Right now my most recent dilemma is that I have to find a co-op for the summer… and it's a dog-eat-dog world out here & this industry is cutthroat! Everyone is in need of a job it seems like & I just can't catch a break.
I haven't given up yet though! I still have almost two months left to find one!
#optimistic 

I don't know if I had my website up & running during my last post, but if you haven't seen it yet, CHECK IT OUT! :)

Sorry I'm throwing so much out here at once!
This blog is like a catch-up on everything! Haha

Anyways,
I hope you're all ready to have a great weekend!
I've got lots to do!
But, I guess it's better to be busy than bored, eh?
(Apparently I'm Canadian now…)

Happy Thursday :)

Food for Thoughts :)

Thursday, March 14, 2013

MyPartyShirt.com Review

Could it BE any cooler?
Nope, it's already super stellar!

What website am I talking about you might ask? :P
Here: I'll tell you more!

MyPartyShirt.com
Click HERE to check them out! :)

You can surf through the decades, finding favorite t-shirts from so many television shows, movies, or bands. Not only do they have t-shirts, but there are sweatshirts, jerseys, novelty toys, and so many other accessories.
Trying to find the perfect, and perhaps unusual halloween costume?! They've also got you covered there!
Give them a look & pass them on to all of your friends!

Happy Thursday!

Food for Thoughts :)

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Hey #1

How's my week?
I've been crazed.

But seriously…
These last few weeks have been super stressful.
I feel like I have so much stuff to get done.

Somehow I always seem to find time to get everything done though.
I'm not sure how…

I'm not sure if I can make it all the way to spring break!
I just need the break to be now please.

I've officially sent my resume out to nine companies now.
Nine.
I feel like that's not a lot.. but at the same time, that is a lot!
I just really want a co-op.
I want to keep on track.
And, if I don't get a co-op, I won't be able to take anymore classes……… Yeah. That's a problem.

I feel like it'll all work out okay though.

Last week was the worst and best week ever.
I'm not gonna get much more into it.
I'm over it.

Anyways,
It's Tuesday… my day off.
And I've gotten SO much stuff done :)
So, at least I have that going for me :P

Well, that's all for now.
Time to get back to work :)

Happy Tuesday :)

Food for Thoughts :)