This Love Has Taken A Toll On Me...

I just wrote a poem here in this space…

But then I deleted it…

I've lost the will to speak my mind.

I mean, not really.

But kind of.

I don't know how to say what I feel.

I'm scared to say it.

I'm scared to feel.

But to feel is to know that you're alive.

How do I know I'm alive?

What if we're all just in a really intense game of TheSimsRealLife or something ridiculous like that!?

So, I mean, we don't know.

I don't know.

I have zero answers.

I'm just feeling really philosophical right now. Hahaha.

Seriously.

Food for Thoughts :)

I Am The One…Lawlz

Everything's always so serious on here.

So I decided to do something fun :)

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

Here Goes!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

"Raise Your Glass"

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

"Jesus of Suburbia"

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

"Endless Love"

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

"Better Than Before"

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

"You Don't Know (Reprise)"

 [Fun fact: I am re-using this 'quiz' and this is the same song I got last time.. except this time it was the reprise! Hahaha How ironic?!]

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

"Dream a Little Dream"

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

"Thriller"

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

"3 Small Words"

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?

"Somewhere Only We Know"

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

"One of The Boys"

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

"I Won't Give Up"

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

"Big, Blonde & Beautiful"

(… HAHAHAHA)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

"Today Was A Fairytale"

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

"Imagine"

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

"Angel, Won't You Call Me?"

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY?

"Anything Goes"

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

"Fat Bottomed Girls"

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

"Eli, The Barrow Boy"

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

"Teenage Dream"

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

"Lucky"

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

"I Am The One"

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That was a fun game! Play it! :)

Food for Thoughts :)

Fear or Love Baby, Don't Say The Answer...

"...ACTION'S SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS."

- Jonathan Larson

Remember when I made a New Year's resolution to try and write something every day? Yeah, that didn't happen. But, I still try to write at least something every month.

I mean, it's better than nothing, right?

So much is happening right now & I feel really overwhelmed.

My aunt got me this "Overwhelmed" herbal spray that I put under my tongue & it's supposed to calm me down & "underwhelm" me, I suppose. Haha

I tried it for the first time today.

I think it worked well.

Check out these products here

I really like it.

They have kinds for all types of worries and such!

Life:

Is crazy.

But what can ya do?

School:

That's almost done!

It's awesome!

I've got about four and half weeks left!

I can't believe I've almost got 2 years of college under my belt already!

That's crazy to me!

It's almost time for me to be a real grownup!

Right now my most recent dilemma is that I have to find a co-op for the summer… and it's a dog-eat-dog world out here & this industry is cutthroat! Everyone is in need of a job it seems like & I just can't catch a break.

I haven't given up yet though! I still have almost two months left to find one!

#optimistic 

I don't know if I had my website up & running during my last post, but if you haven't seen it yet, CHECK IT OUT! :)

www.ginarasicci.com

Sorry I'm throwing so much out here at once!

This blog is like a catch-up on everything! Haha

Anyways,

I hope you're all ready to have a great weekend!

I've got lots to do!

But, I guess it's better to be busy than bored, eh?

(Apparently I'm Canadian now…)

Happy Thursday :)

Food for Thoughts :)